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Music 2017-06-05T22:55:13+00:00

carycollege

Valentines Day 2013, while lovers were busy going about their romantic ventures, one happy couples lives would change forever.
The man many called father, teacher and friend was a healthy, strong musician and a massage therapist by trade.
He helped others deal with pain everyday as his career, using his strong hands to mend their aching bones.
Cary was the picture of health. He did not imbibe in alcohol or drugs and was very much in shape, as he had been his entire life as a martial artist and a workout enthusiast.

Valentines Day Cary left for work like any other day, on this day though, he came back to his home shortly after leaving and told his wife of 15 years he was not sure where he was going and was very confused, he said he thought he was dying.

His wife Vicki took him to the Emergency room and what happened after that is a story we are all still in shock over. Cary was diagnosed with stage 4 glioblastoma. He had no warnings or signs. Just a few days later he was operated on and before the week was through Cary was back home. He was never able to communicate more than a sentence or so after that time. The tumor feeds on the pumping of the blood and is virtually impossible to stop. The prognosis all the websites told us was correct 9-12 months to live.

I watched this wonderful man for the following year not be able to tell us what was going on in his mind. We really had no idea what he was feeling or thinking. One day Vicki asked him to please say something and the word he said was ìDefeatedî.

This is a vicious form of cancer and I only prey that the song you are about to hear can help express the feelings that anyone suffering from this monstrous disease may not be able to say for themselves.

Rest in peace our beloved Cary, this is for you.

FALLING TO PIECES

The picture of health, did everything right
Never tasting the dark side, this just can’t be right
Feeling fine on Sunday, kissed the kids goodbye
The vicious nightmare begins on Monday, it just can’t be right

Falling to pieces, what a wicked ride
Life is full of surprises, don’t let me die
Falling to pieces, there’s no justice in sight
Life is full of surprises, don’t let me die

Trapped inside the silence, smiling but wanting to scream
All the memories are fading, please wake me from this wicked dream
Not knowing the future, will it ever be the same?
How could this happen so cruel and inhumane.

Falling to pieces, what a wicked ride
Life is full of surprises, don’t let me die
Falling to pieces, there’s no justice in sight
Life is full of surprises, don’t let me die

Crying in the darkness, I can’t make sense of this life
The hourglass is slowly sinking
Am I running out of time, am I running out of time
Jen’s rap
I can’t find a reason or a rhyme, it makes no sense to me
Spent my life playin by the rules, so where’s my happy ending?

Some people would cry till their eyes go dry
But i have just gone numb
There’s no escape, they sealed my fate
I’ve got nowhere to run.

The clock keeps ticking as my head is spinning
It just doesn’t seem right
All the passed up bong hits n missing out on the sniffs
And still I’m gonna die.

[Edited out]

Yo where’s the justice in this big bad world?
How can we swallow the lie,
Eat right, work out like a champ
Still kiss your ass goodbye.

Days are numbered, I know it’s true
And there ain’t shit nobody can do
Days are numbered, I know it’s true
And there ain’t shit nobody can do